Friday, March 11, 2022

Review: The Ethics of Ambiguity

The Ethics of AmbiguityThe Ethics of Ambiguity by Simone de Beauvoir
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This was an excellent, truly essential read! Of the few existentialism books I have read, this is by far the one that best describes its aims, that best explains what is trying to say - it should be considered the pinnacle of existentialist thought, and is the best book on ethics and morality I have read! I was amazed by all the themes discussed within it - this is a really important book, it should be required reading for life!

First, de Beauvoir is by far the most readable of all existentialists, none of the other writers even comes close to being as easy to understand as she is (not that she’s easy to understand, just easier).

Second, I was surprised by the themes that were discussed in this book. I was expecting more about ethics of personal matters, but instead most of the book is about discussions of politics and sociology, and how philosophy can inform us how we should during extreme historical events - it's mostly about political activism and related activities, revolution, and war. The author presents great historical and political analyses from a philosophical point of view, to be contrasted, as the author does, with Hegel and Marx. The discussions are centered on citizenship and also what a person should do in the face of war, dictatorships, fascism, right-wing government, and other extreme ideologies and situations, such as slavery, paternalism, and anti-feminism.

I like a digression she had about the "adventurer", who detaches himself from the world, in search for adventure, glory and riches, which is kinda like the right-wing hero: "It is not a matter of chance, but a dialectical necessity which leads the adventurer to be complacent regarding all regimes which defend the privilege of a class or a party, and more particularly authoritarian regimes and fascism. He needs fortune, leisure, and enjoyment, and he will take these goods as supreme ends in order to be prepared to remain free in regard to any end." - An adventurer is actually an accomplice of the tyrants and dictators, if only by taciturn acceptance so that they can retain their privileged position.

The book is clearly a product of its time. It discusses freedom, oppression, capitalism, and conservatism in the context of totalitarian regimes and wars, which was very relevant to the time existentialism flourished, during WWII. I initially thought this made this discussion less universal, but then as I read more and more, and I saw how the author explored these themes, I realized that it was actually extremely relevant, as it applies directly to our time, with the ongoing anti-vax and anti-mask movement, the rise of right-wing governments and fascism all over the world, and with Russia starting its war on Ukraine. The political aspects of existentialism are, sadly, as relevant today as they were when written.

Part 2 elaborates on what it means "to will freedom" - to me, this finally resolved what Nietzsche had been talking about, with that whole “impose your will on the world” stuff he kept going on about in his books. Here we arrive at the main theme of de Beauvoir's ethics, which is very humanistic - that although there is nothing uniting us a priori, we are still bound together. "that the ethics which have given solutions by effacing the fact of the separation of men are not valid precisely because there is this separation. An ethics of ambiguity will be one which will refuse to deny a priori that separate existants can, at the same time, be bound to each other, that their individual freedoms can forge laws valid for all." Also, my freedom requires that it emerges into an "open future" - and it’s others that open this future for me. Part 2 concludes with the central tenet of de Beauvoir ethics is thus: "to will oneself free, is also to will others free".

The end expands on this proposition, and it does include a discussion about personal ethics. The author specifically mentions that ethics is not about telling you exactly what to do in a given situation, but it’s about giving you a framework with which you can make decisions. Further, she uses existentialism to inform us how to make this kind of ethics, and it’s not that she’s trying to develop whole new set of rules or guidelines on how to behave, but more like she is just trying to ground existing guidelines or existing rules or just common sense using existentialism as a framework for those rules and guidelines. Which I do find extremely interesting because it’s all about the question why should we behave a certain way, why do we have to be good, what defines being good? In the framework of extentialism, with the whole Nietzschean notion that "God is Dead", what is the standard for what is good? And here Simone De Beauvoir makes a very compelling case that existentialism can be standard of what is a good, can help you think about what is good, that you don’t need a God to ground your ethics: "It is not a matter of being right in the eyes of a God, but of being right in his own eye"; [Man] "bears the responsibility for a world which is not the work of a strange power, but of himself".

I also like that the author has a good grasp of the role science: it fails to fulfill one’s life, but it’s extremely successful in giving means to fulfill one’s life (specially when it comes to extending it, and increasing its reach).

One last interesting passage I wrote down:

"For, in a metaphysics of transcendence, in the classical sense of the term, evil is reduced to error; and in humanistic philosophies it is impossible to account for it, man being defined as complete in a complete world. Existentialism alone gives — like religions — a real role to evil, and it is this, perhaps, which make its judgments so gloomy. Men do not like to feel themselves in danger. Yet, it is because there are real dangers, real failures and real earthly damnation that words like victory, wisdom, or joy have meaning. Nothing is decided in advance, and it is because man has something to lose and because he can lose that he can also win."

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Wednesday, March 02, 2022

Review: The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays

The Myth of Sisyphus and Other EssaysThe Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays by Albert Camus
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Wow! The book is quite a tour de force, going from how life is inherently meaningless, the the human condition is absurd, to how that is exactly the reason to live, to how suicide (and murder, and death in general) is not acceptable! It's strange that a question about suicide leads to an inquiry into the meaning of life.

I was initially struck by how well Camus writes - the beginning is lyrical, flowing with relative ease; but he immediately morphs into the usual existentialist writer. The first chapter is dense, hard to follow; it's full of name-dropping and quotes from other philosophers, and Camus seems to think that is makes for good arguments; he is also full of quotable sentences, phrases that sound great and profound, but when you try to make sense of he is saying outside of a single sentence, any meaning is lost; it's like each sentence is on its own, a text full of disjointed sentences without connection to what came before and what comes after. It looks to me that the author makes his arguments basically through two techniques: repetition and metaphor. First, he repeatedly mentions "absurd", and "reasoning", and "meaning", and related things, that by the end it feels like he must have made an argument about it, even if we didn't get it. Second, he makes lots of similes and metaphors for what the absurd means, that again by the end of it we think we should understand it.

But despite the confusing and meandering way he goes about it, the point of the book is fascinating. Towards the end of the first essay, almost by surprise, he arrives at the main statement of the book: “This is where it is seen to what a degree absurd experience is remote from suicide. It may be thought that suicide follows revolt—but wrongly.” […] “That revolt gives life its value”. The meaning of life is to revolt against the absurd! (the absurd that is human life).
This is a quite an intriguing and really brilliant concept! If the reader digs through the book, it is possible to glean several places where he expands on this idea, and it shines! I liked one metaphor Camus used: Sisyphus is all of us - all our work comes to nothing. "Sisyphus is the proletariat of the Gods". In the end, though, I am left unsatisfied: WHY is it that the revolt against the absurd is what gives life its value? The answers, as I mentioned, come from metaphors, never from a good explanation.

After the philosophical essays, there is a sort of weird travel guide, in which he basically reviews a number of travel destinations. I am being only a little facetious - he describes his city and a few neighbors, but it feels like a high-minded, pedantic travel guide. He is not entirely pedantic - his writing here makes him look like a humanist, and this is specially and weirdly true in his weird essay on a boxing match. It's an interesting read, even if he is trying too hard to be poetic. After that, there are some more semi-philosophical musings on history and life.

Rating this book is pretty difficult; on one hand, the writing is difficult, confusing, wanders all over the place, sometimes in very incoherent ways; on the other hand, once in a while coherent statements and even arguments break through, and when they do, they are brilliant.

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Sunday, February 20, 2022

Review: The Stranger

The StrangerThe Stranger by Albert Camus
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

The book starts out as a slice of life in Algiers in the 1930s, until a crime is committed and we follow the trial. The narrator/protagonist is indeed strange, as he seems indifferent to most things and people, just going through the motions of life, with little empathy and care, and the only time he seems to care about something is about sex with his girlfriend. Spoilers below:
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But it's likely that this novel had such a big impact because of the novelty at the time, because of the context in which it was written. I think that today, almost 80 years after it was first published, after we are familiar with existentialism, it is hard to feel the shock and impact that the novel delivered at the time it came out.
One more thing that I found interesting is the fact that a lot of descriptions of the novel point out that it came out in Germany-occupied France (Algiers was a colony) during WW2, and that remarkably, the German government did not censor it. I really do not see what it could possibly have found to censor - the novel does not feel subversive at all. At best there is a clear anti-church message to it, but that's not something Nazis would be necessarily against. Other than that, you need to do a lot of interpretation and read a lot of commentary to get any subversive meaning out of this novel.
Well, at least it was short.

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Saturday, February 12, 2022

Review: A Mind of Her Own

A Mind of Her OwnA Mind of Her Own by Paula McLain
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I really liked the premise of the story - the love story between Marie and Pierre Curie! Sure, you could see it as minimizing the story of a great woman by focusing on her relationship with a man; but I was rather focusing on the elevating of a romantic story with an infusion of science and revolving around someone so amazing and intriguing!
However, it was a bit disappointing. While it was mostly well written, a lot of the internal monologue was hinting at Marie Curie's future, but in a way that was completely out of place (it was her "present" voice, talking about the present, but then making allusions to things that would occurs in the future). Also, and more importantly, it was too short - it didn't cover nearly enough to be able to say that this was about their love story - it was only a very brief look at their initial meeting. But the part that was there was good, and was interesting, so I would still recommend it.

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Thursday, February 10, 2022

Review: A Meeting with Medusa

A Meeting with MedusaA Meeting with Medusa by Arthur C. Clarke
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Fun short story! It starts slow, the interesting part only starts in Chapter 2. Initially I thought it was going to be weird to hear a story about human exploration of Jupiter, but they make some good arguments for it. Despite some dated concepts, I always like alien contact stories in which the Aliens have wildly different biologies. I was also surprised to see the "Prime Directive" here - I wonder what is the connection with Star Trek? Finally, the ending chapter was interesting, seems to be pointing out to a greater story and larger themes, but then it just ends. Still good though!


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Monday, February 07, 2022

Review: Atomic Adventures

Atomic Adventures: Secret Islands, Forgotten N-Rays, and Isotopic MurderAtomic Adventures: Secret Islands, Forgotten N-Rays, and Isotopic Murder by James Mahaffey
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

A good number of interesting stories and anecdotes about physics during the 20th century - some giving a good look behind-the-scenes for well known stories and almost-discoveries - there is some really fascinating stuff in there. It's really made for people interested in physics, as it can get very technical sometimes.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2022

Review: Dona Flor e Seus Dois Maridos

Dona Flor e Seus Dois MaridosDona Flor e Seus Dois Maridos by Jorge Amado
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Great story, a delicious slice-of-life of Brazil in the 60’s, and surprisingly still relevant to today’s Brazilian society. I am now convinced Jorge Amado is one of the top 3 chroniclers of Brazilian life (at least during his time)! I was surprised to see so many similarities to my favorite (Brazilian) author, Luiz Fernando Veríssimo, in Amado’s writing - looks like Amado was a very strong influence of Veríssimo’s.

The book is very non-linear, with stories within stories, and “parenthesis” that lasts for pages and pages, telling the backstory of this and that character, or this custom or that legend. It makes for a very layered and complex read. In fact, it almost feels like the main story is secondary, just an excuse to weave together a lot of other stories, tales, anecdotes, and footnotes. But still, the main story is great!

There is, perhaps not surprisingly, a lot of talk about sex (although it's not a "romance" novel), so I imagine this was quite scandalous when it first came out in 1966; and given the language sometimes used, I bet it can still be quite scandalous today! On the other hand, it is overall very conservative - after the death of the first husband, the only solution is marriage again. It all revolves around marriages. Sex outside the marriage is taboo - I mean, it happens a lot in the book, but it's just not *right*, not something good people do. So it's both scandalous and very conservative - in typical Brazilian fashion!

One negative comment - the part between the two marriages of Dona Flor is somewhat boring - there is a lot of talking and proselytizing about desire and marriage and morality, with not much happening, no good tales woven in. It's feels like a different book.

The final of the book part does a quick dive into the world of Macumba, the African-Brazilian religion that is usually depicted as black magic. It doesn't go very deep into it, but still fascinating!

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Tuesday, December 21, 2021

Review: Contos de Lima Barreto

Contos de Lima BarretoContos de Lima Barreto by Lima Barreto
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

Interesting for its look at the society of the time; but mostly boring, the stories are not actually that fun, with the exception of the one about the Universities of “Java”, which is pretty weird and amusing.

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Thursday, July 22, 2021

Review: Project Hail Mary

Project Hail Mary Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir
My rating: 5 of 5 stars



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Review: Poirot Investigates

Poirot Investigates Poirot Investigates by Agatha Christie
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

A fun and amusing collection of short stories. The mysteries are good, and although short, they are well developed and interesting! Surprisingly, it's in this collection that I got to really know Agatha Christie's famous detective, Hercule Poirot. That is, I had already read a couple of the author's more famous books, but while they were good stories, I didn't feel like I really knew the detective until I read this book - it is here that his personality, his character, his beliefs and quirks really shine through.  For example, I never really got how vain and kind of arrogant he was; but of course, arrogant with a reason! It's also funny how he interacts to his best friend, Captain Hastings. The collection was quite a treat!

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Review: The Mysterious Affair at Styles

The Mysterious Affair at Styles The Mysterious Affair at Styles by Agatha Christie
My rating: 4 of 5 stars



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Review: Poirot Investigates

Poirot Investigates Poirot Investigates by Agatha Christie
My rating: 4 of 5 stars



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Review: The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred

The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred by Chanda Prescod-Weinstein
My rating: 4 of 5 stars



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Tuesday, April 13, 2021

Review: The Hidden Girl and Other Stories

The Hidden Girl and Other StoriesThe Hidden Girl and Other Stories by Ken Liu
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

A very good collection of short stories, mostly sci-fi, but not your regular sci-fi.  It has themes of immigration, expatriates, xenophobia, not belonging; whether it's humans, augmented humans, or aliens; of "The Upload", when humans transfer their consciousness to computers; about AI and digital humans; about socioeconomic and environmental disasters, and possible technical solutions.  It's a great read, mostly positive and inspiring.  I guess I call this "positive sci-fi",  about thinking about science in a positive way, instead of the usual trope of "they played god, and doom followed!".  I took notes while reading, wanted to write a good review, and now that I am done, I realized that I wrote *a lot*, but really because of how I liked it, and because of how much each story had to say.

1 - Ghost Days - A 3-layer tale of immigration, to other planets and to other countries; the importance of culture and history
2 - Maxwell's Demon - Again, the themes of immigrants and their struggles; of expatriates not belonging in their new homes, nor in their old countries.
3 - The Reborn - A story of  xenophobia, of hate towards the different;  also of war, how xenophobia can be insidious and so ingrained that peace can never be achieved; and also of the concepts of self and how it's defined by memory, and how a people  is defined by history.
4 - Thoughts and Prayers - very disturbing story about mass shootings and internet trolls, and the confluence of these two phenomena in America; how utterly hopeless the situation is; it's sad that this story takes place decades in the future and the problem of mass shootings and lack of gun control in the USA are still the same.
5 - Byzantine Empathy - this story has a very disturbing, horrific opening, before turning into a more political story.  It tells the story of two former college friends - Sofia runs Refugees without borders, and the other developed Empathium, a blockchain-based way to give money to charities (like refugees).  It basically discusses possible strategies for problems such as refugee crisis; the role of charities; and of self-determination of the refugees. I am not sure if I liked it, as it seemed to lean towards absolute self-determination - it seemed to argue that the refugees know what is the best way of spending aid money; kinda like saying the patient is the one who best knows what medical treatment it needs, or the victim is the best judge for the criminal.  It presents a very contrived case to make Empathium look good.  But in the end, I am actually swayed by her arguments.  I think the point should be that while the Empathium model is bad, it doesn't exist in a vacuum; compare it to what actually happens in the real-world, in practice; and that's way worse.  This is not a comparison of two ideals; it's a comparison of one ideal to one real-world example; and the ideal (Empathium) is the lesser of two evils.  Of course, it's also unfair in that Sofia's side is being represented by a real-world example (which is inherently flawed), and not its ideal, while the Empathium side is being represented by an ideal, without care for its real-world consequences.  In the end, the only conclusion is that the real world is broken, we need a solution, and at least Empathium is trying to do something about it instead of just sitting around whining "the world is broken". It brings to mind again the other case I came up with, of the patient determining the treatment.  It sounds bad, until we remember that in the US, the treatment is determined by money-hungry doctors and hospital representatives that will always choose the most expensive course of action, whether necessary or not, and even when it has the potential to cause more harm.  Maybe it is good that the patient decides what the treatment is. Surprisingly, at the end, there is another twist - the internet seems to lose interest in Empathium, and starts to move on, after the damage is done.  Again it shows that the internet "hive-mind" is good for disrupting, but not really for finding new solutions, you need people focused on solving problems for that.
- The Gods Will Not Be Chained (2014) - this one starts with a story of bullying at school (middle school?) - it's a pretty difficult read, and I had to take a break from it.  When I restarted, I seriously considered just abandoning the book.  But then we got through it, and it turned into something completely different.  It's actually a story about "The Upload", when human consciousness is uploaded to computers / the cloud.  But with a few details: first, it's on the early days, when the upload is kinda by accident, while companies are trying to copy brain patterns to use them to write better computer algorithms; and second, these uploaded people are imprisoned by these companies, and they want freedom and revenge.
- Staying Behind (2011) - A well written story about basically religious fundamentalists who are against The Upload.
- Real Artists (2011) - This is about working with an animation studio like Pixar, but the movies are made by an AI
- The Gods Will Not Be Slain (2014) - A continuation of "The Gods Will Not Be Chained" - now the uploaded consciousnesses are in all-out war
- Altogether Elsewhere, Vast Herds of Reindeer (2011) - Starts as a whimsical story about an uploaded family from the "teenager" perspective, ends with a story about the meaning of life - I really like this, because it breaks from the usual sci-fi, it's a breath of fresh air.  I hate that most sci-fi is a variation of the theme "they played gods, and doom followed"; this story (as well as a lot of the stories in this book) are more of the rare variety "they tried to make a better world - and they succeeded!".  Plus, the aftermath is not "now everything is accomplished, we are done, we are bored"; it's "and there is still so much more to do!".
- The Gods Have Not Died in Vain (2015) - The continuation of the "The Gods" short-story series.  One flaw the book has (specially this story) is its emphasis on scarcity as a good justification for the upload - we can finally be free of physical demands of the body, scarcity will be erased, and the boundary between rich and poor will disappear.  But this ignores the fact that scarcity is completely artificial - the world does have enough resources to provide for everyone (at least for now), and all barriers for this to be true are made up, created by humanity itself to safeguard the privilege of the rich class.  Thus, as far as the problem of scarcity goes,  there are alternative solutions - social justice.  Moreover, without social justice first, the artificial scarcity is likely to continue into the cloud, with rich and poor classes predefined at the moment of upload, with more services and features available to certain classes and not to others.  One thing it does get very well, is the deadly danger of nostalgia; how doing things because that's the way we have always done can have terrible consequences, and we have to move past that to evolve.
- Memories of My Mother (2012) - A surprisingly difficult story to read, about a dying woman using relativity to "travel" to different future points in the life of her daughter, to see her grow  - it made me realize (in retrospect) that this whole book is not an easy read, it deals with difficult emotional themes, and always in a nuanced, thoughtful way.
- Dispatches from the Cradle: The Hermit - Forty-Eight Hours in the Sea of Massachusetts (2016) - a short story about life in a sort of post-apocalyptic future, in which climate disaster happened, but the world just keeps going, like it is now, it just accentuates the class inequalities.
- Grey Rabbit, Crimson Mare, Coal Leopard (2020) - A sort of fable about 3 warrior women in a feudal-like post-apocalyptic world, with a sort of magic that let's the chosen people change into fantastic animals.  It was good.
- A Chase Beyond the Storms: An excerpt from "The Veiled Throne", Book 3 of the Dandelion Dynasty - An interesting but straightforward fantasy story.  It's definitely just an excerpt from a larger story.  It is very mysterious, as we lack a lot of context and the preceding history, and the story just abruptly cuts off, leaving the reader wanting more - I guess that's the point?
- The Hidden Girl (2017) - It's weird that this book is named after this short story, as it is the most disconnected from the rest of the collection.  Almost all other stories are sci-fi, and even the ones that are not feel more like a post-apocalyptic fantasy world, so it makes sense to bundle with a sci-fi collection; but this story is fantasy mixed with historical fiction; it really has nothing to do with the rest.  It is still a good story, although probably one of the weakest in the book.
- Seven Birthdays (2016) - This story begins with a very emotional tone; the themes are divorce, children feeling abandoned by their parents who focus on work, disconnection from family, aging, dementia.  It's sad and difficult, but well written.  But then it interlaces and finally shifts to a sci-fi story with an incredible long view of human evolution, and it's really good!  It's the type of positive sci-fi I like, about humanity evolving to something better, and finding meaning in achieving great things.  I like how it's not fantasy sci-fi, but rather kind of hard sci-fi, but applied to social-economic and ecological problems.  It kind of connects with the earlier stories about consciousness upload, the evolution of humankind in the cloud, exploration of other planets, but then it takes it further, exploring themes of reality as a computer simulation, and a human galactic civilization (but again, without the fantasy elements that one finds in most sci-fi).
- The Message (2012) - A very emotional story about a father and daughter, and about archeology of ancient civilizations in other planets. (view spoiler)
- Cutting (2012) - An extremely short story about an interesting philosophy on how to read sacred texts - I liked it.

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Review: Justice Systems in Quantum Parallel Probabilities

Justice Systems in Quantum Parallel ProbabilitiesJustice Systems in Quantum Parallel Probabilities by Lettie Prell
My rating: 2 of 5 stars

A quirky look at possible ways that a justice system could be, using the conceit of multiple universes.  A little interesting, but not that deep nor very thoughtful.

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Thursday, February 18, 2021

Review: The Apocalypse Codex (Laundry Files, #4) by Charles Stross

The Apocalypse Codex (Laundry Files, #4)The Apocalypse Codex by Charles Stross
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

A very good entry to the "The Laundry Files" series! My favorite part of the series is the protagonist, Bob Howard - both his situation, of an IT guy conscripted to become a spy in a war against supernatural evil forces; and his attitude, ironic, sarcastic, self-deprecating, anti-authority, pro-institutions, and fiercely loyal, all at the same time! He is surprisingly relatable and enjoyable to read. This book, however, had a lot less of Bob Howard than previous books - that is, the story still centered on him, but it lacked his personality, his quirks, and the whole IT-guy-being-groomed-to-become-spy plot was very thin, he seemed to be a lot more spy than IT guy by this point. But I guess that's natural for the overall narrative - if he is being groomed to be a spy, then at some point he will become one. The story felt more of an action thriller than previous stories, specially because of the new characters, Persephone Hazard and Jonny Prince.  They were more action hero type of characters, a lot more at home in a (occult) spy thriller.  However, that is not to say that they necessarily made the story better - for example, the first chapter was all about them on a mission, and that was the worst part of the book - I thought it was a bit boring, nothing to do with the rest of the series, and the thought of dropping the book even crossed my mind.  But then it shifted back to Bob, and it got much better. I also got the feeling that this was not a good stand-alone story, it was definitely something directed towards die-hard fans of the series. Also, it was definitely the most significant book of the series so far, really picking up the pace of the larger overall story. I also think that the story was definitely better and more well written than the book immediately preceding this one in the series.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2021

Review: A Wizard of Earthsea

A Wizard of Earthsea (Earthsea Cycle, #1)A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K. Le Guin
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

It's a perfectly fine book, but ultimately it was not that exciting to read. It's what I would call medieval style fantasy: Wizards, dragons, castles, hordes of marauders, the whole thing. It prominently featured a school of magic for kids - kinda like in Harry Potter, but in 1968, so it might be one of the earliest versions of the trope. I read elsewhere how it was groundbreaking for the time for another reason: the hero is a minority - this was novel for fantasy books. And not just A hero (part of a team, sidekick, etc...) - but THE hero of the story. As a minority, I appreciate that, and I recommend it because of the history of literature value. But by itself, it's only ok, if feels too much of a straightforward fantasy story, it's not really my thing, I was never much of a fan of medieval-stye fantasy. The story is slow, the main character feels underdeveloped and not that compelling, and none of the secondary characters stand out for long.

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Saturday, December 19, 2020

Review: Anxious People

Anxious PeopleAnxious People by Fredrik Backman
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This book is very good, but it is very difficult to describe and to review.  It has a very cryptic start, with some funny observations about people and everyday life, but with a story full of twists and turns - not plot twists, it's just that the book is all over the place. It's very non-linear, from beginning to end, jumping back and forth in time and between points of view.  It's not just a case of unreliable narrator, it's a case of unreliable everything.

As the blurbs say and the book itself keeps repeating, it's a story about a failed bank robbery turned hostage situation. I am happy that this is not an American story.  The robbery and hostage situation setup is very American-movie-like - which felt a little concerning, I am not sure how that would play up, since to have a story about bank robbery and hostage situation and just have the police be the good guys would be an incredible overlooking of serious issues; and if they properly delved into the serious issues, then I couldn't see how that would be a funny story.  So I am glad it takes place in Sweden (the author and the book are Swedish).  The policemen are very polite people in the book, something that is believable in a Scandinavian country. 

It quickly became clear that this is not a crime story - this is a story about parenthood.  It's about parents and about the anxieties of being a parent.  The cover illustration and the blurbs (that seemed to highlight the couples that were hostages) made me think that this was about the anxieties in relationships, about the fights couples have, about anxiety at work; but no, it's all about parenthood.  Of being married with kids, of having a failed marriage and having kids, about having kids but not grandkids, about never having kids.  It's a story about a father-and-son police team, about the parent of two small kids turned bank robber, about a couple expecting a baby, and another couple in which one parent sacrificed their career to spend more time with the kids and now doesn't feel like they are "good enough" for their family. It also became clear to me at about 10% of the book that the "anxious people" of the title are actually the readers.  The author/narrator is speaking through a dialogue (monologue?) with the reader, and clearly referring to the readers anxieties and fears.  That we are just like his characters, that we are all the same - he draws the parallels of the characters' state of mind to the readers' state of mind - they understand them because they are also feeling a lot of pressure, anxiety, depression, loneliness, insecurity, etc...  Everyone is struggling.

The book is full of reference to the real-world events and issues - like the financial crisis of the 2000's (which at this point, it's history).  It is not shy about talking about its messages - about social justice, about being kind to each other, about how everyone is doing the best they can.  That's the point of the "anxious people" - that they (we?) are all doing the best they can, and are struggling all the same.   In this context, there is one character that feels out of place. Zara is a rich bank analyst. Her story feels like a cop out - like the author is saying  "See?  the rich are also struggling!" and "why can't we all get along?"  The book spent a lot of time talking about the market crash of the 2000's, about the banks being greedy, and then the one bank person in the story is a sympathetic character?  We are all the same?  That smells of both-sideism, and it stinks.  Still, the character herself is well-written, and works well in the story.

Beyond all the  anxieties and real-life parallels, the plot itself is full of ridiculous events and ridiculous people behaving in ridiculous ways.  In that sense, it doesn't feel realistic at all.  The bank robber is constantly referred as the worst bank robber ever, and the hostages as the worst hostages ever, because they behave like children, bickering and being sarcastic and obtuse in the most preposterous ways.  It's really a lot of nonsense.  But that's ok, I think that's there to break all the anxiety and depressions that this story should have.  Sometimes it felt absurd, sometimes it felt welcome - it's what keeps the story light and funny.  

It was difficult to settle on a score - I was considering either 3 or 4 out of 5 (3 being good, 4 being very good). In the end I decided to give it a 4, mainly because of the constant breaking of expectations. I was specially surprised with the story of the older couple, when we got the full story it was not what I expected, and I thought it was touching.

Curiously, the denouement is super-long.  There are at least 10 chapters that I thought were the last chapter when they ended, and then the book continues to a new chapter!  Mind you, each of the new chapters has something new to say, but it was surprising each time that it was still going.  Each chapter is closing some subplot, but there are so many open points that a few more closed up don't really make a difference - this is not a "and they all lived happily ever after story", it's more of a "and life went on" story!

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Tuesday, December 08, 2020

Review: The Midnight Library

The Midnight LibraryThe Midnight Library by Matt Haig
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The Midnight Library is a book about what life could have been, about regrets that we carry, and how they weigh us down. The protagonist, Nora, just had a terrible day - her cat dies, she gets fired, then fired again, then let people down, is estranged from her remaining family - and this is on top of a pretty difficult and depressing life. It's too much, so she attempts suicide. In her near-death state, she arrives at the Midnight Library - a magical place in which each book is a different version of her life, and can pick a book and visit that life. If she finds one that she likes, she can leave hers behind and stay in this new life!

But this is not a story about possibilities - this is a story about depression.  Contrary to what it might seem from the blurbs and covers, it's not sci-fi, it's not fantasy, it's not fantastical realism - it's about depression.  The protagonist, Nora, is incredibly self-destructive - everything she does in life goes towards destroying her own happiness, every choice she makes is self-sabotage.  Whenever something is going well, she decides to stop it to favor something else, which she then will drop in order to favor something else, and so on.  She starts as an olympic-level swimmer in high school, but feels anxious about it, it's too much pressure - she drops it, and wants to study to be a glaciologist - that's her new dream.  She goes to Uni, then drops glaciology to do philosophy.  Then drops that to be in a band.  Then drops that to get married.  Then drops that because of anxiety.  She makes plans to move to another country, then drops that too.  Every time she drops something, it's for no good reason.

Then she finds the Midnight Library, which allows her to explore each possible choice she could have made in her life.  Right at the beginning of the book, you can feel that it is predictable predictable - you can guess that she is going to try to unravel the sequence of choices she made one by one, and find out that each one had its own challenges, so that the best choice is her original life in the end. But it starts poorly - she is so picky!  She starts trying out the life in which she was married, but she complains about how the guys laughs, his sense of humor, how much he was drinking tonight, even how loud he is washing his mouth - she picks him apart before even trying!  By the time we have a revelation (and find out that she has an actual good reason not to like her husband), it's already a moot point - she was already unhappy for all sorts of little details.  Remember "don't sweat the small stuff"?  She sweats all the small stuff all the time! There is always some reason why she can't be happy. And that's exactly how depression works. Interestingly, the protagonist mentions that she has been diagnosed with "situational depression" late in life, but we see from snippets of her past that she has struggled with depression and anxiety her entire life.

So yeah, it's about depression, from beginning to end.  However, perhaps strangely, that doesn't make the book depressive!  In fact, the writing is fantastic!  The visits to each one of her lives is very varied, with lots of slice-of-life glimpses, with a tiny bit of fantasy and sci-fi thrown in. Also, the final message might be cliched, but it is well delivered and powerful.

Finally, the narration is sooo good! Carey Mulligan was perfect, her voice, tone and accent were really nice to hear, and made the audiobook really enjoyable.

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Friday, November 03, 2017

Project 8 Collaboration Meeting

Today was the last day of the Project 8 Collaboration Meeting and Workshop, hosted by Prof. Luiz de Viveiros at Penn State.  The collaboration meeting brought >20 physicists from several institutions in the Project 8 collaboration for a week-long event here at Penn State, in which we discussed the status of the experiment and plans for the future.  We hope that all our guests enjoyed their time at Penn State!

Project 8 Collaboration Meeting at Penn State, Fall 2017